1208am

they say they're envious, but what's there to be envious about because we only have ourselves to pick up; for being weak is not even an option; for carrying on is not because we want to but because we have to; and them, being weak, is a privilege that we were never bestowed upon; for we, have to bear the aching of our golden swords; and they, marvel at the sight of such prestige; and we, tell them: all that glitters is not gold. *sorry slight rambling of my thoughts

finally having a slight enthusiasm to study again (hurray!) :-) full shift at ac just now and guess who's opening the shop at gw with vin tomorrow?? (yes me.. and i've full shift on sunday as well D:) oh well. he's doing full alone tmr and even if i didn't work i'll probably wake up at 1pm so i might as well start my day early? 

gonna have dinner with the family tmr too!! extended to my sistas from another mother. it's been awhile since i've actually had a meal with everyone so i'm kinda excited about it? hahaha. i guess everything is perking up again. including the haze, which is kinda a bitch bec my throat is being all not-so-well :'-(

can't believe recess week is ending already!!! homg. the days have been so packed. meeting people, having plans, earning money..... and squeezing in time for (fretting over) assignments. i also made new friends along the way so all's good. also managed to catch sasha being all high and loonyloopy. i think i might upload that clip onto YouTube and hope it gets 5000 views just like the farting one seraphina uploaded of me..... #risinginternetsensation

hwa hwa hwa.

alright. time to get back to my social media analysis! hope all's well where you are.

(don't read this to me if we ever skype, you retard)