moved: into a new dimension

i now reside in a cardboard box spaceship

t o x i c

countdown: 2 more days till exams are o v e r

kinda wanna just get out and take a whiff of freedom

a purple moon pressed against my skin

just want it all to fucking end

everyone making me feel like shit
yeah im shit ok? yeah i make the worst decisions ok? i let people down ok?

what more do you want from me
would it be better if i just didn't exist

i went to bed an hour after midnight and spent my hours on a digital realm where sound hovered between the space where light met sight. it was three now, and the birds where you stay wake with the blaring sun's mischief. paper stuck between teeth; 10mg of "wellness sleep" versus coffee? the latter fuckin wins and therefore here i am. one day school weeks with stacks on stacks on stacks. perpetual waterfalls of words that i could not breathe a month ago and now, i'm just silently heaving.